I’m so done with this bullshit!

Alright so I\'m a femcel and I saw this guy in a discord sever and well I thought he looked cute, and so I stupidly decided to send him a friend request, and I woke up the next day to see he accepted which I was ecstatic about, I sent him a message saying stuff about how we had stuff in common and basically we became friends, I\'d talk to him everyday, one day I told him I liked him and he said \"oh I think things could work out between us\" and just bullshit like that, he later told me the next day that the day before I confessed he told a girl he liked her and I was upset since I was tired of being people\'s last resorts, but I stupidly said okay, she took WEEKS to respond to him and said no since she was depressed which he later vented to me about which is so annoying cause I am too but I never get pity so why should she! Just because she\'s pretty than me doesn\'t mean I shouldn\'t matter! And he said he\'d than date me, a day later what do I see in his bio, \"I LOVE SAMI\" which I was like who the fuck is Sami, amd so I talked to him about it and turns out he got another fucking girlfriend since he was so desperate to not have to date me! And I told him we couldn\'t be friends anymore and he got mad and said \"If you\'re gonna act like that than I\'m glad I didn\'t choose you!\" Which is fucking stupid cause its like he except me to be the same level of mature as he is even though he\'s older than me! Which if your wondering why I wanted to date him knowing he was older than me it\'s because of a trauma response I have from being groomed when I was 7 by a 15 year old, and thats kinda it, I just don\'t have anyone else to talk to this about an I feel fucking stupid for getting my hopes up and thinking for even a second anyone could want me!